When it was on that date, i couldn't bring myself to laugh or cry or even smile.

It was such a hard time for me that i have absolutely no idea what to do.

It was so difficult for me to accept the truth, even till now.

You can never understand how i felt.

It's not something that u have to endure for that period of time.

It gets worst as years flew away.

I went through many hardships to be able to stand on my feet again, today.

it is not an easy task, it has never been easy at all.

It's very rude when people judge me because the pain I felt restricted me from performing my job well.

IT IS RUDE.

You cant judge me.

Just because it happened 4 years ago, it does not mean that i am 100% recovered.

Do you know how i felt when i hear the doctors said to me that i can NEVER be 100% cured/recovered. I HAVE and WILL have to withstand the pain occasionally from time to time.

If you noe me well, you would noe how horrible my gastric pains were/are.

I was rushed to A&E so many times that i know the whole drill.

Do you even have any idea how i felt!

My daddy had to stay with me in the hospital till morning and get to work.

He works from morning till midnight and he did not get any sleep.

I felt so bad that i hate myself being sick all the time.