30th January 2009
or is it just bad luck......
so my baby lappy is sick..
my baby is sick!!!
mr.msn wont log in
the internet super super lagging
then got virus i tink....
i want to cry for forgetting to update my baby..
or is it just bad luck that i laways have encounter?
not only is my baby is sick
im sick also
i haveto miss my lecture quiz becoz of therapy
becoz of it people might suspect something
the last thing i want wud be my classmates to find out im sick
i hate that
im scared of that
i dont want them to noe anything
it maybe nothing to u but its big to me
i hate people knowing about it
it just hurts sometimes wen
i have to say " i have to go to the hospital"
or " i cant come today, i have a therapy"
or even worse " sorry i can u i have to meet my lawyer"
people say to just leave it behind
its in the past
forget it
but i cant ok!
it just hurts too much
until now it still hurts just thinking about it
i cant imagine how strong kyuhyun is
how he actually be stronger than anyone
i look up to him :)
how i wish THAT THING NEVER HAPPENED
For being my strength
When I was weary
And for always being by my side
I finally say this now
Thank you
And because of you I’m happy
The story of a girl...6:01 AM