11th December 2008
term test..well why dont they just say exam..
it is like exam anyways...
strict in a way...
so term test really sucks...
i messed up my OC...
so i shub fail or just pass...
im thankful i just pass the test...
everything in my life is messed up..
why cant i just be myself anymore..
i feel like im in someone else's body
i was nvr this confused or complicated
it seem that i've changed...
sch sure are boring..
its like going back in time againa and again...
the same thing everyday...
the same feeling of boredness and sadness..
then came home with a sulky face..
im my room just listening to music..
dont hav any momentum to open the book..
i just drag myself to the table and study...
i just cant seem to be happy...
i try to be the cheerful girl but it doent seem to work..
ah...crush?in sch?yeah i hav..
haha...just a crush thats all..
both are chinese...
haha!!haha!!
they both are cute...
so im only smiley wen i saw them..
well the rest of the time?
u will only see my sulky face..
this is sooo not me...
wats wron with me?
no problems in sch nor at home...
maybe becoz im feeling really lonely these days...
weather is also geeting weird...
its raining..its sunny...
and again and again...
so everyone do take good care of your health..
keep urself warm and eat loads of fruit..
c ya'll soon.... ;"p
The story of a girl...7:37 PM