Monday, September 1, 2008
1st Sept 2008

i've been asking myself a question..what am i working so hard?.i am really tired from working so hard studying and craming all the books for the exam last week that it got me thinking about all of these?seem stupid? i noe...then i told myself its for my future..i want a good future and i want to live comfortably coz in singapore no money=no live. i want to be able to buy stuff i want..any stuff.i was to have a great lifestyle.i know money is not evrerything but it is a BIG thing.in my last post i said that i am tired of school..but then last night i watched a documentary..this guy that they interviewed is a 47 year old men married with kids.he said he enjoys studying and will continue no matter what.he has masters to phD. and still studying in school..after watching that documentary i told myself that i want to be a great person.a person who can make a difference big or even small..i want to be like this guy..i want to achieve something and enjoying it at the same time..but can i?

i told myself to change to a better person when i came back to school.be a new aisyah and have confidence..i know i have the potential to be the best..i just need to find it in me..
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